Today my daughter developed symptoms of Chicken Pox and I panicked about my preventive measures being immuno-suppressed due to Kidney Transplant. I have sent my wife and daughters to village for a while, from where my daughter caught the disease. I will be going to hospital for routine monthly checking day after tomorrow.

For the last few days I felt infuriated at the thought that almost none at job and family are considerate of me as a patient. I get the same tough treatment of life just like everyone else .

One more realization…. I don’t care for many things anymore too…like religion, spiritual life, literature, patriotism …. yes this last one has particularly surprised me as now I often wonder what a tragedy it was to be born in this “miserable” country. haha… I sometimes think may be this is the side effect of the transplant medicines.